one stop to heaven

I WANNA LAY HERE FOREVER AND STARE INTO THE SMILES OF OTHERS. DAMN.

i feel so turned off at the thought of a relationship. i’m not saying i’m better off alone, or with someone else. but seriously the whole concept is so complicated. i really dont get how to have a healthy relationship. i just get no shit in being a good girlfriend. i was just reading thru some stuff, and i realise, maybe you nvr really forget about her. breaking up (?) as one of the choices, shut up n keep it inside might be another.

eh i think i’m blabbering, must be due to those i’ve read. sigh.

i want my pleasant surprises ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

fear and doubt, that’s all left in me.